“you have super cute hairs”
drugs anon.. some of you on them
“hi you encounter problems in the operation of your stomach and how did you handle with it? advice me a good meance?”
what i never got operation
“what's you height?”
short/tall.. medium acceptable
“what is recovery community please give me link?”
“you pro Ana?”
eff no i hate the whole ed culture and community (cept the recovery community is magical and great)
so i got a job at o’connor marketing. i was the first of 3 candidates to be hired, the youngest hired (others applying were 20+) and out of 20 something people who applied.yeah
“Anon questions makes you think you're more important and more beautiful than any other human being irl”
no.. stop it, your last message even though i deleted it bothered me alot >.< stop it, yor killing me i cant do this much longer..
“Hello im anon! I think you don't have a beautiful face even if you've gained some weight (which is cool for you and cool to see for your fans and me ) I hope you don't give up spreading love everywhere or to anyone .I love you !”
thats sorta mean and nice.. but um i dont know what to say. ive lost i think a bit… i sorta hope i think
I can never put it into words.
She’s always so good to me, sweet and loving. I’m so grateful to have such a wonderful girlfriend who loves me throughout everything in life. Ever since we first met, I already made the decision to myself that she’d be the one for me. Its been almost four years and I can’t imagine my life without her. My love, my sweet heart, my partner.
There is so much I want to say but I can never put it into words… cause I know its just not enough. The weird thing is, sometimes it hurts. Not in a bad way. I love you. I love you.I love you.
“back the fuck up anon! my girlfriend is hung up and traumatized cause of you. for fuck sake she's sick and you're giving her a hard time!”
where should i send the death certificate to?
“If you dont want to look fat you should just stop whinging about it and start eating less restricting more would probably benefit you maybe then you will look 28 kilos instead of trying to.”
“Hey hun, don't give up alright. You're here, alive - You're worth it. Even if you think you're not. Struggling with anorexic is fucking hard, yes it is but hey look you've come a long hard way, you have fight well so don't let your thoughts or whoever is it to make you give up alright. Do it for yourself, anyone is worth recovery, you are worth recovery. It's really alright to fall back sometimes but you gotta stand back up and keep on fighting, lovely. All is well, my dear.”
#come so far…. Why do hearing those words translate to tons on my body >~
“Please ignore all these comments. You don't have to look like you have an eating disorder to actually have one. I know, I have an eating disorder too and no one know I have it. I know exactly how you feel right now so please ignore these people who are telling you what weight you look like and commenting on whether or not you should lose or gain weight. Your weight doesn't matter, what matters is getting healthy with your eating habits and body image. If you need someone to talk to I'm here!”
I’m frustrated because at my weight I should look like it, but I don’t I’m not worth recovery I’m not worth anything