Miss (recovering) Health Geek

misshealthgeek:

breakfast this morning: coconut mango chia pudding with frozen berries,mango, cacao nibs and more coconut cream!

misshealthgeek:

breakfast this morning: coconut mango chia pudding with frozen berries,mango, cacao nibs and more coconut cream!

subway run at 10pm again with hubby… his dad got really mad at him and said that he needed to fix his life. I feel like all the stress in his family is my fault because
his dad thinks i’m manipulating him because hubby’s uncles wife did and that people with ed’s are manipulative he says
his mum doesn’t want to see me the way i am and i miss her and 
we go out a lot and see eachother everyday which bothers his parents a little too (but we don’t know when or if i’m going back to aus so we are just enjoying and cherishing every moment we have!  
his nan says if he married me… he’d be marrying a problem (that hurt a lot because i adore his family and nan!)
i just want hubby and his family to be ok, i just wish for them to be stress free and happy. im not sure what to do to earn acceptance again, its been 4 years and i thought they liked me but all of a sudden they don’t anymore.

subway run at 10pm again with hubby… his dad got really mad at him and said that he needed to fix his life. I feel like all the stress in his family is my fault because

  • his dad thinks i’m manipulating him because hubby’s uncles wife did and that people with ed’s are manipulative he says
  • his mum doesn’t want to see me the way i am and i miss her and 
  • we go out a lot and see eachother everyday which bothers his parents a little too (but we don’t know when or if i’m going back to aus so we are just enjoying and cherishing every moment we have!  
  • his nan says if he married me… he’d be marrying a problem (that hurt a lot because i adore his family and nan!)

i just want hubby and his family to be ok, i just wish for them to be stress free and happy. im not sure what to do to earn acceptance again, its been 4 years and i thought they liked me but all of a sudden they don’t anymore.

breakfast this morning: coconut mango chia pudding with frozen berries,mango, cacao nibs and more coconut cream!

breakfast this morning: coconut mango chia pudding with frozen berries,mango, cacao nibs and more coconut cream!

Lunch from the other day after the gp. I’ve decided to only see him every TWO weeks instead of every week now. Don’t get me wrong, to him i’m like a daughter as he knew me before i even existed fully in this world. I trust him and have such respect for the man, it’s just recently he’s been saying things that really harm my mentality. I don’t think it’s his fault, or rather the fact that i’m his only patient (or one of very few) that have an eating disorder so he’s not experienced in that sense. 
what are some harmful/weird things YOUR gp has said to you?

Lunch from the other day after the gp. I’ve decided to only see him every TWO weeks instead of every week now. Don’t get me wrong, to him i’m like a daughter as he knew me before i even existed fully in this world. I trust him and have such respect for the man, it’s just recently he’s been saying things that really harm my mentality. I don’t think it’s his fault, or rather the fact that i’m his only patient (or one of very few) that have an eating disorder so he’s not experienced in that sense. 

what are some harmful/weird things YOUR gp has said to you?

“I didn't know who else to ask to ask for help, please help me. My family is falling apart, my dad gambles a lot or he sneaks off even during work sometimes, or he plays around with stocks etc. with friends. He's not in debt like $10,000, it's more emotionally damaging than financially. I wanna die, I came home and broke down, I've cried in front of him, my mom has, she sounds so tired and so am I but I don't know what to do... I just want him to stop.”

—Anonymous

your situation sounds similar to how mine was when i was younger, except i was alone in it and couldn’t do anything at my age. Don’t let what your father does affect you, your life ultimately is yours and as you grow up you may discover and understand things about BOTH your parents that when you were younger and didn’t. The best thing you can do now is contact gambling addiction groups or research help lines/groups around your area and present it to your dad out of concern. The important thing is to let him know you love him and thats why you want him to stop. Be persistent and tell him every day.. form that thought in his mind that he must stop! thoughts become actions over time. 

My heart goes out to you really and im sorry i’m not sure what to do in this situation. I do hope though.. that everything will turn out alright in the end and im sending you much love.

i know i’ve been a stranger to you all this week but thats due to: 

  • finding a job and starting work, but then realising i was allergic to the product i was selling and having to quit it 
  • believing i was returning to china next month for things i’ve been looking forward to/organised.. then being told my ticket was changed to November.. then being told i’m not allowed to till i’m 18, whew major mind F»>k 
  • being out a lot ^^  
  • my gp being sort of harmful to recovery (when i was 30kg he said i looked normal weight.. then again the next app he said “well its better to have bulimia at a higher weight”

im sorry and i have food porn photos to share soon <3

yesterday i got a nice surprise when going to the loo, which is always something totally normal to say about toilets right!? toilet jokes aside it was nice. ARGO cafe on the parade norwood has a mini garden area for the restrooms along with male,unisex and female toilets with painted colour doors, reminiscent of alice in wonderland. Inside each toilet mini room (oh my not a cubicle! how comfy for me to do my business in!) were sort of disco lights of changing colours and the argo logo. It was great, it made me happy, i want toilets like this in my own caffe in future! YAY

@argo on the parade  
i got a chia pudding with acai and berry compote + choc peppermint layer. it was awfully runny and the flavours mixed together wasnt nice, the texture left much to be desired in terms of thickness. I really appreciate the fresh blueberries as most places do frozen cheaper ones.. then again this did cost me $11.50 oh well.. lesson learnt ONE MUST NEVER GO ASTRAY FROM GOODIES N GRAINS FOR THE GODLY CHIA PUDDING

@argo on the parade  

i got a chia pudding with acai and berry compote + choc peppermint layer. it was awfully runny and the flavours mixed together wasnt nice, the texture left much to be desired in terms of thickness. I really appreciate the fresh blueberries as most places do frozen cheaper ones.. then again this did cost me $11.50 oh well.. lesson learnt ONE MUST NEVER GO ASTRAY FROM GOODIES N GRAINS FOR THE GODLY CHIA PUDDING

an apricot beef stew with sweet potato, lentils,shiitake,onion,garlic,coriander and tomato 
made this for nans lunch before heading out today!

an apricot beef stew with sweet potato, lentils,shiitake,onion,garlic,coriander and tomato 

made this for nans lunch before heading out today!

eddysims:

- September 14th 2004

Happy 10th Anniversary, The Sims 2
Thank-you for a decade of immeasurable fun

the sims ruined my life in primary school… i spent days being antisocial, forgetting that water was essential and modding after i ran out of ways to kill sims.

チキンラーメンCM 「かまたまの歌 篇」 30秒 / 新垣結衣 (by 日清食品グループ公式チャンネル)

dat yolk though..

salad story time!! so after spending most the day with hubby i still missed him after returning home. I called at 10pm and hubby and his friend laurie (who lots of people are afraid of because he&#8217;s a big grumpy looking guy but is really just  a giant teddy bear!!) came to pick me up. We went to a 24 hour on the run gas place that has subway, a mini supermarket and cafe, in the car we listened to &#8220;shake yo ass&#8221; and it was great, we were the real hoodlums. 
we bought drinks, then unbought drinks because i changed my mind. We bought subway and i had chicken teriyaki salad bowl with 2 scoops avo and 5 sauces (i dun recall which ones all i know is it was like really good soup). We did rebelly things whilst sitting at subway such as talking about politics,government, how kevin rudd said he&#8217;d turn gay for his wife (insinuating his wife is a man) and how george bush wasn&#8217;t as stoooopid as we all thought and now many of us may just be effed because we didn&#8217;t listen to him. 
finally after finishing our subway i stole the last beetroot left from hubbies sammich, bought frozen berries for breakfast, went home and slept. YAY 

salad story time!! so after spending most the day with hubby i still missed him after returning home. I called at 10pm and hubby and his friend laurie (who lots of people are afraid of because he’s a big grumpy looking guy but is really just  a giant teddy bear!!) came to pick me up. We went to a 24 hour on the run gas place that has subway, a mini supermarket and cafe, in the car we listened to “shake yo ass” and it was great, we were the real hoodlums. 

we bought drinks, then unbought drinks because i changed my mind. We bought subway and i had chicken teriyaki salad bowl with 2 scoops avo and 5 sauces (i dun recall which ones all i know is it was like really good soup). We did rebelly things whilst sitting at subway such as talking about politics,government, how kevin rudd said he’d turn gay for his wife (insinuating his wife is a man) and how george bush wasn’t as stoooopid as we all thought and now many of us may just be effed because we didn’t listen to him. 

finally after finishing our subway i stole the last beetroot left from hubbies sammich, bought frozen berries for breakfast, went home and slept. YAY 

breakfast this morning: vanilla chai chia pudding with berries and detox granola. the berries i got at 10pm from a gas station, that story&#8217;s comming up next

breakfast this morning: vanilla chai chia pudding with berries and detox granola. the berries i got at 10pm from a gas station, that story’s comming up next